Just when I thought I finally got somewhere, a place I could feel a little secured and relaxed, something else comes along the way and distract my thoughts. My mind becomes too congested with unnecessary thoughts derived from fear. Why is it that fears constantly follow me and I let it overpower me? I wish

I am in a lonesome competition. I find myself constantly comparing myself to others and try to compete with them. That girl is skinnier than me. That girl is prettier than me. That girl is more fashionable. That girl is more intelligent. That girl is more outgoing. Then I look at myself and ask, what’s

It’s easy to say that you feel sorry. It’s easy to say that you feel sad. It’s easy to say that you understand. But it’s not really easy to feel sorry when you’re not. And it’s not really easy to feel sad when you’re not. Especially when you can never understand.

I can’t say that I’m an important person I can’t say that I’m a brilliant person I can’t say that I’m a nice person But I’m here breathing and existing for whatever the purpose may be. Who knows, maybe it’s a miracle that I’m here.

When I was a kid I had a habit to frown. My mom always scolded me for it. Don’t frown, she said, smile. Don’t look angry, she said, look happy. So I did and that too became a habit. When I was angry I smiled. When I was sad I smiled. When I was happy

When someone asks me what I’m going to do after graduation, millions of questions pop up in my head. Are you asking me because you’re genuinely curious/concerned? Are you just trying to break the awkward wall of silence? Are you trying to judge whether I am responsible or not? Are you implying that I won’t

I was happy to leave and I was also happy to be back. The crowded streets, the rude people, and the long walks made me frustrated and tiresome. But the beautiful city lights, magnificent buildings, and diverse communities were definitely something you would rarely see here. The week felt long and short. The city was

I always wanted to travel somewhere. But there was never a chance to. There was always “something” that prevented me from travelling. After long thought and calculation, I finally decided to take the courage to travel. By the time this gets posted I’ll be on a plane to a whole different world. I never thought

It’s scary how powerful emotions can be. They take complete control over your mentality and physicality. The way you smile, the way you talk, the way you walk, and the way you think is all constituted by emotions and that is very scary. Emotions are something that you have control to certain extent but usually

Ifs. Damn you. You are torturing my life. All those WHAT IFS and IF ONLYS. Because of you my mind is coming up with endless hypothesis and I’m just goddamn scared right now. Though it can be motivational and hopeful sometimes, I can’t help but become frustrated for infinite possibilities that can’t be answered until